I prepared to go on the retreat. I continued chanting on the
tele-conferences at least twice a day to prepare my self. I hadn't taken
my car in for repair or maintenance in quite some time, so I took it to my
local mechanic for a check up. There was a belt all cracked and ready to
break so he replaced it and changed the radiator fluid which needed to be
done. I also asked him to check my tires. He said one was low and
filled it. That tire seem to be loosing air constantly so I asked my partner
to take it to the place where we bought the tires. He graciously did as I
asked. The tire ended up having a bulge on the inside and needed to be
replaced. Apparently I had hit a pot hole and bent the rim and damaged
the tire. They replaced the tire for free even though they didn't have
to. They also suggested that I needed two new tires. I didn't have
the money but I was concerned about taking such a long drive with my 10 year
old car so I did it anyway. Now my car was good to go after spending $345
of the money that I had for the trip. I talked with my
car's soul, thanking it and appreciating it and telling it what a good job it
has done for me and how it could continue to do so like I learned in Master
Sha's book, Power of the Soul. He teaches that everything has a soul, including
inanimate objects. I had absolutely no car problems there or back.
Then the Sunday before leaving, I woke up with a migraine. I
hadn't had a migraine in a long time. I stayed in bed all day.
Monday it turned into a sinus infection. Tuesday it was an ear infection.
I couldn't hear out of my left ear. I did everything I knew to do.
I haven't had health insurance coverage since I lost my Corporate job in 2005
so I steamed over hot water, salt & eucalyptus oil. I took all the
supplements I had. I finally called a Naturopathic Doctor and made an
appointment. She gave me lots more supplements to take, none of which I had the
money for...I kept spending money that I thought I would have for the
trip. Wednesday I woke up and it had moved to my chest. I told my
ego that even if we were dying, we were still going! I got that it was my
ego or lower self trying to prevent me from going. Thursday I woke up, blowing
my nose constantly, but feeling better and I went anyway. There was no way that
I wasn't going to go.
I drove with no problems, listening to Master Sha the whole way
with the copies of the CD's that my dear, sweet friend had graciously made and
given to me. I arrived at 8:15pm .
I had wanted to arrive before dark. The first person I met in line at the check
in counter, was the 1st woman that I had contacted as a roommate. She told me
that she had arrived the day before and was out sight-seeing all day.
When she got to the desk before me, the hotel clerk told her that her now
roommate had arrived several hours ago and was trying to get into the
room. Only the person that made the reservation can access the room until
they put the 2nd person on file. My judgements immediately came up and I thanked
God that I didn't end up with this roommate!
When it came my turn to go to the registration counter...I was
told that I was bumped up to the Sheraton because the Best Western was
oversold. This suited me just fine as the two hotels are connected and I
was staying at the Sheraton for the rest of the retreat with H and it
seemed a blessing to be there right from the beginning. It was easier to move
luggage as there were stairs between the two hotels to navigate. It was
also the nicer of the two so I was grateful.
After walking to the Sheraton and checking in, I saw my first
roommate, walking with her roommate and she introduced me. I told her I
was bumped to the Sheraton.
Then I tried to register for the retreat event but as I was
walking down the long hallway to the conference registration area, the
volunteers were walking back. I asked one woman, F, if
registration was still open? She replied, no we just closed it and it will be
open again tomorrow morning. So I checked in to my room and had a quiet evening to myself and went to bed early.
The next morning I came down to the lobby after doing my Yoga
which I intended to keep up while there. My back and legs were bothering me
from being in the car so long. The last part of the trip I was in some
pain.
They had a Starbuck's coffee shop and restaurant in the
lobby. I already had breakfast in my room. I brought breakfast food
with me so I wouldn't have to buy it. The Naturopathic Dr. had put me on a diet for
30 days to clean out my lymph system. I was to avoid, grains, nuts,
sugar, dairy and breads, only eating meat, green vegetables, eggs, and some
fruits. I had many supplements to take every day 3 times a day with meals
along with powders that had to be mixed with water. One powder was for
the respiratory infection that I seemed to have, the other was a pro biotic.
I went to the registration area to register for the event and the
first person I met at the door was Roseanne! She greeted me with a
hug. I went in and the badges were all laid out alphabetically.
Mine wasn't there. So I got into a different line and they gave me a hand
written one after apologizing and explaining that more badges were being made
and should arrive the next day.
The next line was for Universal servants. I had already
registered on-line to become a universal servant after being deeply moved when
reading the book. A man named Joe was in front of me and Robert was
behind the table explaining to him that he did not have to volunteer if
this was his first retreat. When it came time for me, I explained to
Robert that I heard what he said to Joe yet I wanted to volunteer anyway since
I was here on a scholarship and wanted to give back...Robert asked me what I
was good at. I replied, lots of things, typing, I am organized, good on
the phone. He said, okay, we need transcribers and put me down on a list
and gave me an additional badge that said transcriber on it. I basically
understood that a transcriber would take notes during the talks. He said who I
would report to and that they would call on me when they needed a break.
I filled out some paperwork with emergency contact information required and
went back to the lobby to read the handouts I got after registering.
I was sitting in the lobby reviewing the package of
information and the agenda scheduled for the week. There were plenty of breaks
and long lunch breaks included. I started to think about H, my roommate.
She had explained that she was coming in the night before with her boyfriend
who would spend the night with her, then she and I would move into a
different room the second day. I had already left my luggage with
the baggage desk and had not brought everything in from the car
yet. Several people came down and I wondered if any of them were H.
Then a woman dressed in red came down with her boyfriend and kissed him
goodbye at the door. He was very tall. I knew immediately somehow that
she was H. She went towards were the event was being held and I went up
to the front desk to ask if H had checked out yet?
Another woman came to the counter that seemed to be in a
hurry. By her badge I could tell that she was at the conference
too. Her name was R and she was from Australia and was part of Master
Sha's team. I introduced myself and sure enough she explained that she was late
for a meeting so I let her go in front of me.
The front desk explained that H had just checked out and
moved to a different room number now and had put my name on the new
room! I went and followed the woman in red and and walked right
up to her and sure enough, her name badge said H. I explained who I was
and she suggested that I put my luggage in the room right away so I did. H went
into the event registration and I went back to the lobby and sat down to read
my handouts. There were other people that were attending the conference sitting
in the lobby with me. One woman, who was sitting with several other women, came over and introduced herself and asked if I wanted to join
them. I declined, stating that I wanted to review my handouts to
orient myself prior to the event starting. It was scheduled to begin at 10am the first day.